Saturday, August 30, 2008

Out of Whack

Today was really a day out of tune. And I donno why.

Woke up feeling that it was the lousiest day ever.

Feeling all the weight and anger of the past 2 years, or maybe even more, when I was supposed to be paying my respect.

All out of sort even when I was early for an appointment and had so much time to prep myself, yet totally screw myself inside out.

Struggling to complete 3 km when I had done 7km effortlessly just 2 days ago.

Upset that dinner was ..well..just such a haphazard affair.

Even the AXS machine was pulling a fast one on me by being all screwed up.


I want to kick myself, knowing that this is not the worst that anybody had to go through. But the summation of frustration can so totally make you feel so out of breath.

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