剪发心记

当剪刀挥下的那一刹那， 我心里想着，怎么那么眼熟。 眼见镜子的我，仿佛就象四年前的样子。

四年了。 四年前开始留头发， 不为什么， 就想留嘛。

留着留着， 去年开始有想剪短的念头。 也不为什么。就想剪嘛。

但一点都不果断，忧忧虑虑， 犹豫不决。直到上周，也不知道吃了什么药，大早晨起来， 想剪头发，上网找了家日式的理发廊，下午二话不说，没预约得找上门。刚好有空挡，排了时间，一小时后，我就在镜子里看见四年前的自己。

镜子里外对眼，没有遗憾的感觉，也没特别兴奋。头发嘛，还会长。 人生吗，也不就这样。

四年。风风雨雨，兜了一大圈。 我又短发了。

Diving Season start liao!

Was still sleepy eyed when turning into Chin Swee Road. Hmm...my first pool session assisting after season closed last year.

Drove up the slope Outram Secondary School carpark...and the carpark is full??! and there are cars parked on the slope as well! And the pool is full! at 9.20am, there are people already doing stuff at the deep end, most are doing their swim test and there seems not to be single inch of the pool not occupied by somebody

In YP's (the instructor who took today's session) words, it's like carnival going on man! Diving season has really started - Need to blow some bubbles underwater!

我又短发了！

:)

I should have taken a pix straight after coming out from the salon , with hair set in place and the freshly cut sharpness. I wonder if I will survive the first wash and blow dry :s

(note after the first day with own blow dry - short hair is a tough job. I am doomed! :s)

何谓“宁缺勿烂”？

星期六好像赶场似的。 先是大清早赶到办公室准备大老板的会议。 老板们的会一开，我忙里偷闲得去一个泳。过后随便吃一顿早点， 一面忙自己的文件，另一边张望着看大老板有什么事差遣。到了下午，才发现到其实我竟然不需要呆那么久（小老板为何前几天没讲清楚？？）

然后冲去以为要做工而推辞的饭局做结尾， 吃好多好多的.......剩菜， 但吃得不亦乐乎。 哈～

之后到了另一位友人家和队友聚一聚。 刚好全职私人教练的友人看到我一拐一拐的， 问出我初二拉伤， 让我躺下，背部压在一根两边凸起象小网球的东西，把脊椎两边肌肉的trigger points压开。 肌肉越紧，压得越痛。 即使医师已经帮我拉松了，还是压得我上气不接下气，眉头紧皱着。 可做完后，全身舒畅。 友人说，肌肉会酸痛一，两天。是哦，还在酸痛着呐。

然后送友人们回家。本以为送完就回家可以大睡一番，但半途中被唆服绕道陪吃 － 吃印尼没能吃到的麦当劳薯条 =.=" 聊了好久！ 聊着聊着，讲到 “宁缺勿滥” （好长气才进入正体呵～! :p）

友人说，到了我们这种年龄还单身的女性，很容易为了biological clock而屈身下嫁。“屈身”也不是贬低对方的身份，学历什么的，而是因为年龄不轻，带着“该时候了” 的态度， 草草了事，随便对一个根本自己不喜欢，还是不适合的对象许终身。但后果有时是进退两难 － 留在一起，身心疲惫； 离又费时费力。

所以呢， 友人说，要秉持着“宁缺勿滥”的警惕，不适合的，要舍得放手。单身还是比拖泥带水的感情世界要轻松多了。

哦，原来“宁缺勿滥”早已在网上被议论纷纷。

当然，有适合的， 要把握！（可...也..要...有...适合..的...嘛......）

宁缺勿烂

今天又学会一句新词汇 － 宁缺勿烂。

怎么用上的？ 我改天再谈。 今天是 早起床起得昏，吃饺子吃得撑，压背部压得疼。

我累得要晕在床上了。

Freaking irritating!!!

My weekend plan had to be shelved just cos of a freaking irritating idiot who thinks that only he's entitled to have a life on weekends, and on such short notice. Now I understand why he hadn't wanted to alternate the duties on weekdays. I should have seen it coming. Damn.

It would have been more bearable if it had been a deliberate or planned arrangement, but so far it felt that it had been based on whims and fancies. It's exacerbated with the occasional caustic and baseless remarks peppering the emails for some of the other work issues, which culmulatively, it totally puzzles the team and make us weary.

Grrrrrr.......

Just done with the first wave, the second wave is pressing on relentlessly, and it's going to be long hours and weekends burnt for the next few months. A good leader would have been such an enabling factor. Too bad it is sorely lacking currently.

Debbie & L.Gaga

These two songs were stuck in my head. From totally different time periods, different genre, but somehow about the same stuff - wanting to be with someone they probably shouldn't be. Anyway it struck me how criteria of hot chicks have changed.

The time when the hottest girl is the girl-next-door - the era of big t-shirts (I think I would have finish burning all the photos of me ever in one), reebok or LA gear sneakers and scrunchies.

When the hottest girl is ..totally someone you wouldn't want to bring home to see your mum. Ok..I am drooling over her tatt and alexandra mcqueen crab-claw heels.

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah, la-la-o-la-la. Gaga ooh-la-la..tell me I am not the only one who find the opening so catchy..