Grasping at Straws

Had a Viber call with Susan, my partner during the detox week. It has been almost a month since the detox week ended, when I came home while she continued her stay in Bali.

I forgot how much I missed her until we started talking. As fate as it, both of us were facing somewhat similar issues - both of us wanted answers. Gone were the days when we could live with more uncertainty (I wonder what has changed) and we were grabbing whatever catches our attention first. For her, her "journey" just started in the sense that she now have to spend time alone now thinking of the conversations that she had, while my challenge is trying to find the time to squeeze in more conversations without having to step on any land mines.

"Time will tell", Susan says.

The way to the answers seems so complicated that it doesn't seem so apparent, I am hoping that it may just appear itself without asking.

In the meantime, be still you quarreling heart.

水

“天下莫柔弱于水，而攻坚强者莫之能胜，以其无以易之。弱之胜强，柔之胜刚，天下莫不知，莫能行。是以圣人云："受国之垢，是谓社稷主；受国不祥，是为天下王。”

就学做一面静水吧 － 无影无形，却有随时待发的潜力成滔滔宏浪。

尘扰

今天一整天，心情一直忐忑不安。

不安。

不安。

再不安。

也不知道为什么。

希望是因为这几天，吃多了。前些日子戒食的时候，有感觉到肠胃没负担的滋尾；吃多了，难免觉得负荷。不然的话，就得归咎于脑袋又开始习惯性得钻牛角尖，还是被办公室里的乌烟瘴气给薰的头昏脑胀。

习惯性的问题，还得每天一点一点的挪出来个死角来。乌烟，源头一天还在，是非 还要的挑的来闷骚的呢。还是自保一点，下两天，就吃清淡点儿，看能不能让心情好转起来。

冥念一句曼托咯, 希望尘烟沉淀些。